my pulse

breakdance on paper

breakdance on paper (detail)

pregnant with the earth

pregnant with the earth (detail)

what i was doing instead of learning

"...The pressure to amend what is inherently gorgeous...Recognize your right to PUSH BACK." (Common Market)

ahem...I wrote sum poetry today...in math class.

wanna read???

ok. here goes.

Can't fix what is inherently flawless.
Like brushstrokes and backstrokes of pens on canvas paper pourous passion thru the words in her hands.
What she says rings in my head.
What she says is wind instruments in her throat...
Flawless...I need nothing else.

Can't amend what is inherently gorgeous.
The sun in the sky and the look in her eyes
She gave me that feeling that made touch the ceiling
(Everything shes doing got me cheesin...=P)
Went through jumped through bypassed all the meanings that could have and should have been our beginnings...
All that mattered was hands on thighs fingers in hair
And sighs...

Sighs that left us breathless and high...

Can't fix what is inevitable.

Desire.
And I need nothing else.

underwear goes inside the pants

I l_v_ this song soooo much...it was playin really loud in art and i just had to post it.

HERE WE GO! GET THE COOL...GET THE COOL SHOE SHINE!!!(gORILLAZ)

This morning, I had 3 donuts for breakfast. God bless Dunkin Donuts. But then realized i forgot all my important papers on my bed at home.

Anyway...

The highlights of my day were art, lunchtime, and afterskool...as always. But that' sumthing everyone in their rite minds can't complain about.

So, as promised, I took a pic of my last concentration piece.



I reallyreally like this one. It makes me excited just thinking about it.

Artistic masturbation much...?

This following one is actually my first concentration piece.



It was a breakthrough at the time and I was so hyped to show it off. LOL.

Right now...I'm about to go write sum more scholarship stuff.

I handed in an application today. SCORE. Gonna hand another one in tommorrow. SCORE.

the song Butter by Tribe was stuck in my head aaaall day. It kept me rockin to my own beat in classes i shoulda been paying attention in.

But no worries.

i gotta let ya kno that i got a crush on u...

So...yesterday was very nice. lol. that's the only way i can describe it.

Sunny and full of bike riding.

I love riding my bike, yo. Pee-Wee Herman status!

:-D tee-hee.

So...lemme speak about Tanya for a min. My Croatian boo. lol.

She texted me yesterday morning...we've been talking all weekend. I can't wait for this friday...She can dance and she said she likes dancing with me. She likes architecture and wants to be a cop...I was shy at first...lol but towards the end i was def on her lap...gettin it in...tee hee...
<---hoe

See now I'm crushin on her... She offered me a ride and breakfast, lol. She likes Grease the movie and cooking and she eats alot. We have a vibe. There's alot about her that I'm really diggin. She wants to see my artwork. Of course that gives her brownie points. LOL.

Then she said she'd teach me how to swim. . .

!!!PSYCH!!! Nobody is touching my irrational fear of the water. I'll panic and drown! 0.o GAH!!!!

:-) Yup. She's up there on my rite about now list. Spring is starting off very nicely.

Ellian needs to call me soon so I can tell her about prom. But, if all doesn't work out, Tanya is my backup. lol. Sweetness.

Fastfoward to current worries.

1. scholarships.
2. dunkin donuts is being a bitch cuz i applied and i came back today to look after my app and they said come back again on tuesday. BLAH!!
3. prom plans. my friends are being all over the place and out of contact. But we get things done...so it's not really a HUGE worry... ?_?

Tomorrow skool starts again. Thank goodness the spring will keep me alive.

Saturday: SAIC college pre-orientation; internship; PARTAY!!!
Sunday: CHURCH!!!; chill.

Once again, i'm counting down till friday. :-)

Oh Yeah

Past Days: Drama...Painting...Good Times...Pimpin :-P

Drama:

My cuz and her ex-gf... My cuz's ex-gf and my ex-gf. WTF? Me and my cuz- FUCK THEM. End.

Painting:

I finished the painting I was working on...it looks amazing. I forgot to take a picture so next post I'll put it up later. And i started another one. I might do a monoprint for my next piece. :-)

Good Times:

I love my friends...I have a prom date...:-D ice cream...It snowed on the first day of spring...(?????!!!!)...spring fever...I got a scholarship to SAIC...applying to more scholarships...stress but it's good stress...3 more months in High School!!!...I finished DonorBoy and I started another book named The Center of The World...

Pimpin :-P:

Ellian...Tanya...Mary...Mara...Nikki...Nicole...

Ok sorry for the womanizing. But...I don't think it's that bad...I'm a good girl. :-)

Anyway..It's saturday. SECOND DAY OF SPRING MAKES IT OFFICIAL!!! :-D



I gotta email bosses and stuff...Type up scholarship essays. Then chillax.

Exhale!...