...Nothing is at it seems. Even though it seems like my days consist of work and sleep, in reality, my dreams are bursting at the seams.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah SHIT!!!!
Check this out...
Today was so fucked up tho. So much and I just had a crying fit to caress my heart. All I want is...peace of mind. And I'm not happy lately. With myself I mean and when that happens, things just don't go right. My mindset gets all emotional and confused and heavy.
I need to go to Harlem.
*I applied to three schools so far. All that's left is to send my transcript and recommendation letters. Just keeping y'all up to date.*
I'm falling in love with Owl City. :-) This is the Future and YOU ARE ALIVE.
And I'm learning how to be in a relationship with jersey girl. It's so fucking hard guys, like, I didn't know it would be so hard. But, unlike the last one, this is worth it. <---- (Feel free to start a convo in my comment box!!) :-P
Do I really know who I am as a person? Yes. I do. I don't know everything cuz I don't know the future, but I do know my right now.
Work at Starbucks is cool. I can't complain. I don't dread coming to work. But I'm still searching for some art outside my mind and my room.
In other words, I'm looking for another art gallery to call home. Exit Art will always be my fave tho. I absolutely LOVE that place.
Uhm.... I think I will save up for a camera. And then a laptop.
And now I'm bringing myself back to these times...
Word Diva Diva.
Truth.
And yooooo. from Devil's Halo. Check it. (Great remake. There's a puddle on my seat from listening to this song...) I love Meshell.
Sigh...Other than that. I need to party with my girls. Very soon. Or Ima go craaaazy. (@GirlJimmy)
Peace. And Prayers.
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3 comments:
God I haven't heard Me'Shell in a bit. Thanks for this. As far as your goals and dreams. I think you need to step back and breathe, even if it's just for a minute. Life sometimes is overwhelming, too many things on the plate, too many thoughts swirling in the brain. One stone lift at a time. Peace of mind comes from being still. Just be still in the moment.
oh sweet lany, sorry to hear you not quite
at peace...crying is good for the soul girl.
yes...go on up to harlem and hear folk laugh,
woman speak just because you're their sister,
little kids acting funny...and oh yeah the
food!
TY TY, for always keeping meshell -- now
she makes my mind go there - wow! she's HOT and shes a GENIUS - I'd love to crawl inside
her mind and listen to her music up close
and personal.
lany please visit purplegoodyhood and pick
up an award.
AYEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............OOOOOOOoooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo....................come here......no let me do
that.....uhuhuh......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........oh yeah ...just had to hear my girl again.
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