Uhm

I'm eating cup noodles and drinking green tea. I love this feeling.

That's about the only peace I've had in the past couple days... So much has happened.

But I had a feeling change was gonna come... I absolutely knew it. But that doesn't mean I as prepared...

I'm afraid of what may come... and I'm afraid of typing out my fears here on the screen about my family, my love, and my future... cuz it's all so real. The ones who read this blog kinda know me... that I panic... But then again... I've always said what I had to say and what I've thought... Maybe within the next week, It'll all come out of my fingers...I'm off till Sunday. So I have time to think and recuperate...and most likely panic some more...

Going to north carolina for thanksgiving. Leaving in about twenty minutes...

Ttyl...