What the fuck is wrong with the world??
Why is our strength always SAPPED once we start to show our true selves?? How can I be grounded when I don't even know what the earth feels like?? I've lost my mother-land!! Yes Africa. But yes also... I've lost you.
This frame of mind can't rewind time and all our planets align. Make our souls shine. Knowledge is Power and Lack of it is Death. Live strong and mighty by those words.
I have taken a reprieve from my world. To think and rediscover myself. So much has gone on in my mind. I have not made time to make love to myself.
I can hardly bring myself to pick up a paintbrush... God have MERCY on my SOUL... It is young and terrified of dying without even knowing what life is.
It's crazy. Really. Afraid of so much.
Of losing myself to you. And you. And it. And him. And her. And them.
Goodness when will I find peace of mind.
Chasing it. Trying to find mine.
More to come. But for now a blank face stares at me through the canvas. Terrifying to look at.
I create it. I scare myself? Is that inspiration? A gift or a curse?...
Loving myself takes some time when I don't know how or when I stopped doing it...
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I really love your stuff :x
It makes me think about where I am too, where we all are, and what keeps us going, its so much food for thought, I think im going to become obese XD but unlike real obesity it will be very healthy
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