RENAISSANCE WOMAN.

"Tell me a story and take me away
C'mon and take me oooo
C'mon and take me with u.

Life is, better
Now that, now that Ive found you."

I'm so restless right now...I'm opening my mouth to scream yet nothin comes out!!!! Ugh!!!

I feel stifled and my mind is filled with so many thoughts and and I realize that I'm just thinking too much cuz it's all in my head. Frustration is not fun but it's how i feel right now. Part of me doesn't want to leave cuz I feel like I'm missing out on so much. But then the other part wants to miss it.

Today::::I went to Barnes and Noble on 86th and Lexington and just chilled for about 4 hours reading The Other Side of Paradise memoir by Staceyann Chin. I'm hypnotized and since I have no money I might go back tomorrow morning and finish reading it...It makes me think of...

...My notes from Church last Sunday-

''Act 16:16-34''
Sermon Title: "Outspoken"
:::Call me out of my comfort zone...He has planted a passion in my heart to do something. Holy discontent means that you can't take it anymore and I pray to God use me to do your work and change what can be changed through your strength.
Story of Esther- speak out and challenge the world. Don't accept the Devil's plan. Speak life into your situations. Believe God's Work and DON'T DOUBT. *The outspoken will face opposition which include your own self as well as other people.* In the end, God is in control.:::

Sigh...Ima gaze thru Chicago-style windows...

...and catch the groove cuzzz THE FREE FLOW IS CONTAGIOUS. OUTRAGEOUS the way I make moves...One day very soon I'll be consumed with the passion...a fire lit inside my heart like nothing you've ever seen. I'll bring it to you in a new way, make u want to experience my mindset.I want it to infiltrate more than one person. Ima call on a million women with each step of the way and when I reach them... Ima call on a million more so our backbones are strengthened twiceover...

But for now, RITE NOW, Im going thru the longshort cycle of underground panic that I always go through when something new is happening. It's kinda painful but it's my way of letting go. Love comes at the strangest times...

But...Chi-town here I come!!!!

*your attitude determines your altitude*