Friday, August 21, 2009

the messengers

"My dreams are older than me. My faith is stronger than me. My words are wiser than me. My love is deeper than me."- Knaan


I've been thinking about if I don't make it to Chicago. I have to move forward. I feel like I'm in this alone no matter who encourages me not to give up (God bless them) because it's only me who knows what's in my head and what I think and how I find the strength to move on and ahead.

All I can feel is pain and hope and faith. Those who know me...know that I don't scare very easily and I don't give up. Why am I always so positive in the worst personal situations? I don't know. I scare myself sometimes...

I like danger. And i like battles. And I love not knowing the future.

This song has followed me throughout my whole life. No lie. It comes on the radio always at the right time... I makes the fire inside my heart all the more stronger...--->



Anyway, I have a Breakthrough Prayer Meeting 2nite at 8pm till 12pm. Yo, I hope this is a great experience... I trust that it will be tho.

2day was a great day. Everyday, I thank God for the breath in my lungs to experience the greatness in this world. And I thank Him for the people I meet who inspire me to change my life or the way I see things.



Books that have changed my mind(set)/life:









2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Interesting post. And positive thinking during the most stressful, darkest moments in life is a great quality to have. It's easy to be positive when things are going right but the truest test is being positive when things aren't. That's the test of faith.

"The difference between can and cannot are only three letters. Three letters that determine your life's direction."

Your book choices are interesting and have peaked my curiosity.

Lany said...

Thanks so much She Poet for your response. I really do appreciate it. I encourage you to find those books and read them. I would say it's worth it... :-)